Most of my little twinges of homesickness so far have been completely expected and predictable:
I went to a Scottish pub
here in Tudela my first night that felt just like any New England bar. Obviously I missed home. It felt like the universe was going to spin off its axis if I ordered
a glass of red wine or jamón iberico in what
looked like Boston. I needed some Sam Adams and guac AND THEY DIDNT HAVE IT OBVIOUSLY.
Some
street band during the Fiestas de la Juventud here in Tudela starting playing the
Sieve chant from hockey games. I obviously screamed “Seive, you
suck!” and then burst into tears.
Anything
hockey actually- getting nonstop season tickets emails from UNH (like STOP
already, unless you want to throw in round-trip flights each weekend
I´m not interested), watching highlights of their games and hearing
the sound of their skates in the ice, the puck hitting their sticks,
and of course the cowbell. I miss hockey. I knew I would miss
hockey.
Of all the things I expected to miss while I was in Spain, the Red Sox were definitely not on the list. I hate baseball. I´ve never set foot in Fenway Park. And I haven´t watched an entire baseball game (or even an entire inning) since they won the World Series in ´03 or ´04 or whenever it was. And that doesn´t even really count. That was history. That was 86 years. That was just morbid curiosity, I had to see what it was that had the entire city of Boston so worked up about.
I used to get annoyed and scroll past all of the Red
Sox posts on Twitter. But for the past few weeks, I
found myself (accidentally) stopping to read some of the Sox related tweets. And then, checking for Red Sox updates somehow worked its
way into my morning routine, reading through the Twitter recap of the game every morning while I eat my cereal.
It's
not that I care about baseball. I care about Boston. And the
Red Sox are Boston. There's no way I would care right now if I was home, I probably wouldn't watch a single
game. But being what feels like a million miles away from Boston, I
miss it. (The NH girl in me is cringing that I'm about to say any of
the rest of this paragraph but...) I miss Boston accents. All I've heard for weeks now is
these perfectly polished ridiculous sounding British recordings (like who says jumper and trousers anyway). I
just want some cahs and Hahvahds and wickeds. I miss Massholes.
Everyone's so nice here (like New Hampshire, but it was nice to know there were some arrogant, loudmouth, terrible drivers just a few miles away if you ever needed them). And I even miss the Red
Sox. I can't help it. They're just so Boston!
I didn't watch a single
second of a single Red Sox game this season. But I did jump out of bed this morning and race to the kitchen to relive the
game on Twitter while I ate breakfast. Baseball and Halloween were two things I was glad to leave behind, my least favorite sport and my
least favorite holiday. And yet somehow I spent the whole day wishing
I was home. Wishing the halls were full of Halloween parties and
jack-o-lanterns and kids in costume. Wishing anyone knew who the Red
Sox were and why Boston is AMAZING. I guess being 3000 miles from home does weird things to you.
Keep doing you Boston. I'm having fun watching from a distance.
(This is twice as funny when you have a 2 minute walk to work every day and don´t even own a car).